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I placed my daughter in an open adoption in 2002. I started this blog in 2004 as a place to journal and eventually I became part of a community. The community has moved on, but I have decided to come back.

Thursday, September 03, 2009

Anyone there?

I'm having trouble believing it's been so long since I posted or how little I posted last year.

Tomorrow my daughter turns seven.

I'd like to say I enjoy visiting more, but I'd be lying. I don't enjoy it.

As for her, she's amazing. I love talking to her. She's still really into the two moms- left me a message that she loved only me. I keep wanting to call, but not remebering. I think I've only managed to call once.

I'm going to make her her own wedding album. I used a computer template to make an official album. I liked it and the photographer's work so much that I want to make her her own album- I think it was an important day for us both.

The party will be next weekend so I'll try to post about that while it's fresh. I do have a few gifts this year, but it's next to impossible to buy a gift for a kid who has everything. Last time I talked to her, I asked what she wanted and she replied, "You don't know what you're getting?"

I do love her hugs so I can't wait for those. And I'm much more stable- finally getting appropriate treatment (a story for another day perhaps)- so I can handle life a bit better.

I hope my absence here will be more brief. I'd like to have my space back.